Wednesday, 01 July 2009

• [pissed with my laggy internet which led to the loss of my blog entry which i typed for an hr! so the below is the second version]
  
  trapped indoors for a week! so what hv i been doing in my room? haha other than i been online for most of the time(til the extent that i got sick of trying to initiate a msn convo with anyone coz i hate to be an irritating bug!) ok...i sleep and sleep and sleep like a whole lot! i sleep too much to the extent that i start to suspect i am experiencing "fatigue"(which is a probable symptom for XXXX). then my mummy was also having flu and headache...she was like saying "eh, did i got these from you?"  argh...humans are so easily alarmed! haha i am also easily alarmed over the slightest thing. XD  in addition, during the last week, i understood how it is to be feeling "distanced" from everyone! like they will try to keep u away with a distance or i hv wear masks or not having human contact with anyone. argh. horrible feeling. and wearing masks sucks becoz i will feel more feverish(higher temp) after wearing a face mask ..due to the warm air trapped inside. so in the end, i am not spending my time productive at home...just spending the time like how i used to spend my pri sch holidays. slacker me.
  however, i feel loved by the one or two individuals who make the effort to ask abt how is my body temp every single day for the past week! lol! and my answer is always "I am v Healthy!"  :)))) 
  
  my ability to draw/paint is equate to ZERO!!! since young, i got joined those external CC activites where i learnt pottery or playing with disgusting plasticine. in pri sch, i am a member of the ArtsClub for three years. which i paid so much money every term to that NAFA female instructor. the two most memorable stuff from that cca were: I was involved in the Wall Mural Painting of the sch Art Rooms...which i believe the wall painting is still there. and one of my chinese arts paintings were hung outside the principal office.  lol my parents were so proud of me at that time?! then proceed to sec sch..haha of course, i did not join artclub since i do not wish to spend my non-academic sch life to do arts/paint. but amazingly, i got straight aces for that lower sec subject and even for D&T. i miss those ArtsAwarenessWeek(AAW) activities or booths!! next up in jc, i practically do not touch anything related to art. i hv not held a crayon or touch any paint for a long time til now. tho i must say, i like to appreciate arts(be it fine arts or paintings)..of coz, i am not saying i am good at appreciating arts. i wouldn't mind spending time to go to ArtsMusuem or spending a hefty money to buy a pretty art form or painting to be put at home. so now going to uni this aug...i mite be taking up theatre studies as a module! see how first! :)))   okok, the reason why i am rambling so much on my history...it is becoz recently i hv to participate in two flag making session. then for the first flag making session, i practically did not participate tho my soul was there just to cheer on those who are enthu abt flag painting.  coz practially i do not have any exceptional great ideas to contribute to what to be drawn...even if i hv idea, i do not know how to draw them out well nor do i hv any talent for mixing colours to get the correct shade of colour they needed.  lalalala in conclusion, i cant draw pretty thing or paint pretty thing. I can draw demand/supply graphs, i can draw organic compound structures!  how wonderful???!!!   HOHOHO
  
  lastly, during my days as a cavegirl last week, i actually miss gg to buonavista reporting for work every morning! do i sound like i am a workaholic??!! anyway, i really miss work and doing all the printing or shredding papers..how interestingly mundane is my job??(trying to be sarcastic but yet i do mean it when i said i miss going for work!)  lol cant wait to go work tml!
  
  on a sidenote...haiz... i really feel i am totally disconnected from my mother church. like totally cannot relate to it ..nor do i feel proud to say its name if ppl ask me "which church do u attend?"  i feel like crying manz... i knew this is horribly bad becoz church fellowship is essential to the growth of one's faith. i cannot do it alone! but whenever i attend my mother church, i can only link to my parents and xiaomei. the rest were just strangers tho i knew them since i am a baby! how funny can it be?! my current biblical knowledge is no better than someone who is not a christian. SOS! hope this situation will not be like this forever(tho it been like that since i did not attend the senior sunday school) 
  

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